Designing Through Doubt: What Building My Portfolio Taught Me About Confidence
Building my portfolio has been anything but a straight line. At times, it felt like an emotional tug-of-war between excitement and insecurity, moments where I’d ask myself, Am I really good enough? Do I belong in the creative world? Can I make an impact here or even survive?
What started as a collection of design work turned into something much more personal, a reflection of how far I’ve come and the silent battles I’ve fought to get here.
While curating projects, I found old pieces I’d completely forgotten about. Designs that reminded me of my early creative spark, and others that showed just how much I’ve grown. But even in those moments of pride, doubt always seemed to linger.
Whether I was working on class projects or real client deliverables, self-doubt and creative blocks were always unwelcome but familiar.
How I Navigate Creative Block
Creative block doesn’t show up on a schedule; it just arrives. When it hits, my first instinct is to collect everything I know: notes, references, user goals, inspiration. Then I step away.
Sometimes, a short walk or a simple change of scenery gives my brain the space to reset. Weirdly enough, working in a warm environment helps too, as something about heat sharpens my focus and unlocks flow.
But not every block is solved so easily. That’s when imposter syndrome creeps in.
Living with the Voice of a Perfectionist
Imposter syndrome has many faces: perfectionist, superhero, natural genius, soloist, expert. I’ve come to realize I lean into the perfectionist mindset.
I want every pixel to be exactly where it should be. I want the typography to sing. I want to be proud of the final product because if it isn’t perfect, I feel like I have fallen short. This pressure has kept me up, made me second-guess good ideas, and led me to spend extra hours refining things that were already solid.
But I’ve learned something important: “Done” doesn’t have to mean “perfect.”
Now, when I feel that inner critic start to build up, I shift my focus back to the core idea. I remind myself why I started the project, what I wanted to say, and what’s already working. I’ve started celebrating small wins: a clean UI, a clever user flow, a color choice that just feels right. Those moments matter.
Sharing my work with others has also helped. Letting people into the process gives me perspective, not just feedback. It reminds me that design isn’t meant to be done in a vacuum; collaboration is part of what makes it thrive.
Letting Go of Comparison and Owning My Voice
Another thing I’ve had to unlearn? I compare myself to every other designer out there. We all come from different backgrounds. We all see the world through different lenses. That’s what makes design diverse and meaningful.
I no longer chase someone else’s standard of “good.” I focus on my growth, my process, and my story.
Comparison is the thief of joy, and when you’re constantly creating, joy is something worth protecting.
Confidence Isn’t Loud, It’s Consistent
I won’t pretend I’ve fully conquered imposter syndrome. But I’ve learned how to work with it instead of against it. Confidence, for me, hasn’t come from perfection; it’s come from showing up, doing the work, and putting it out into the world anyway.
Because here’s the thing: if you’re feeling like an impostor, it probably means you’ve achieved something you’re proud of; you’re just not giving yourself the credit yet.
And now, as I continue to build and refine my portfolio, I’m not just showing what I’ve made. I’m showing who I am: a designer still learning and evolving but committed to the craft.
About the Author
Gabriel Romero is an interactive designer, photographer, and creative strategist passionate about storytelling through visuals and user experiences. With a background in graphic design and a knack for bringing ideas to life, he specializes in crafting engaging digital experiences and compelling brand narratives. When he's not designing or capturing moments through his lens, he's exploring new creative projects and refining his portfolio.